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Maybe this is the best way I can release my stresses...
If you ask me how's my spring break...
I can tell you I went through a hell week!!!
Nothing happy happened to me, instead, bad news one after one came upon me...
Worst thing I would expect happened, my project from GM was terminated...most likely
GM is broke!
My professor of course, called me in for a meeting this Tuesday telling me this,
She is calling off the project too as she is no longer receiving money...
In another word, I am fired!
She suggested me looking for other professors, mainly she has no money/project to fund
me,
In addition, she doesn't like me, we didn't work out happily...too many problems!
I tried talking to my favorite professor, Dr. Loos, he really wanted me in however he
doesn't have new projects. If there is any chance, I really wish to work under him!
I found out another prof who is short of students, however he has the same money
problem too...I just hope and pray so hard that the meeting with him tomorrow is
successful and he will hire me!
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I am feeling so stressed...damn it! I thought I could better control that...!
There isn't really anyone I can talk to, but so much appreciation to a PhD student, Mark!!!
He has taught me so many ways to solve this problem...
At the same time, I have to get moving on the class projects,
but I just couldn't concentrate and focus on them...for 3 days, I made no progress!
In addition, I am feeling so dizzy these days, no mood and not in shape for work!!!
If God wants me to go through all these to grow stronger...please give me the faith and
open the door for me when I meet with the prof tomorrow, I need this position so much!
I know how God likes to test me, always beats me to the bottom and when I truly
surrender to him, he will help me out! I am going through such training recently, but it is
just much struggle before it comes to the bright end.
Grant me the strength to move on and I shall overcome!!! |
| | Posted 3/12/2009 6:42 PM - 36 Views - 8 eProps - 4 comments
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